Blog slacker... I am going to keep up with this thing, if it kills me. Someone told me recently that it takes 90 days to create a new habit and internalize it.

Unfortunately, I can't seem to think of anything interesting to write today. I've been a little morose. I keep pondering things. I keep wondering about things like how long it takes people to get over significant events before they don't become the primary focus anymore. I suppose it's really different for different people. The fact remains that I've been dwelling excessively on something that happened almost 13 years ago. I always wonder if the rest of the world does this. I don't like feeling irritable, but that's definitely my state of mind as of late. I have trouble remembering that all of the things I'm feeling at any given second are eventually going to pass. I get myself stuck thinking that things will never be any different than they are right this moment.


Today's Weather: Rainy. it sucks.
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